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♔ Wednesday, July 27, 2011
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SHIT
i seriously have no idea on how i have endured and tolerated all that shit when i look back at it. Some people just have the worst of characters and it is just even more disgusting that they put on this pretense to be the nice guy image just to get close to people. It only makes it more repulsive that people actually believe these vile people, and that they can actually have friends.
My words may be harsh, but i have decided that this is my stand. Such people don't deserve to be respected. They pretend to be on such good terms with you, and yet leave you out on everything they can think of. When there is something to share, well. You can COUNT ON IT they will leave u out. Only when they need you, they will start to pull the strings again, and put on that pretense that, oh we're friends. It's not a casual thing u know, like, oh, they're just absentminded, they forget sometimes. But after time, you will realise that, its coming from this part of their heart that's selfish. They just want to keep everything good for themselves. No point in sharing it. When people ask, just say "I didn't know". I didn't know you also want. I didn't know you all were waiting for me. I simply cannot understand how these people can accept themselves. They just want a "useful" relationship. That's all that's in it for them. That's just lousy character.
Worse off, in order to maintain a favourable social standing, they have to paint this "nice" image for others. They pretend to be so helpful, so kind. But if you look at it carefully, have they really contributed? Nope, not really. Some just have the look of a know-it-all. Some just plain useless. They refuse to help when help is really needed. They just stand on the sidelines, commenting, pretending to be useful. When people accuse them of being a freeloader, they break out in self defense, but in the end? they only end up booking their own ticket to tag along. When the time comes, they have absolutely the thickest skin to still ask for a free lunch. And they see no wrong in it. Because they will only keep asking. Can I see your work? Can you send it to me? I curse myself, for being such a nice person. What happens after sending them ur work? NOTHING. Not a word of thanks have i received. It's as if it's a given. As if i owe it to them. No acknowledgement at all. All that's left is only them claiming my work to be theirs. And when people do, and i was actually brought down, well i guess I shouldnt expect it. Not a single word of sorry. Disgusting.
Another peculiar trait that sticks to these people. Well, maybe not so peculiar now that i think about it. It's linked to their selfishness. They don't like to be outdone by others. If they're outdone, they will pull off everything that is necessary to level the ground. They will treat you meal, pretend to be so nice. Oh, I'll bring it to your place.. And when they get what they want, they drop it as if nothing of the sorts have actually happened. They will go out with others, purposely leave you out, even when its so obvious you know. They even have the cheek to ask you not to come, cos its not convenient. When they score better, they act like, oh. its a given. from young, i've always disliked people who show off. Coming from these people is even more repulsive. They cannot resist, at every single opportunity, to show off. Seriously. if you're really good, you dun have to say it yourself. Others will say it for you. Its a very true statement, coming from Mark Lee. If others are not talking about it, it just means you're not good enough.
And I can't believe just how can others be taken in by these people. Are they really that blind? Or are they the same hypocritical kind of person, just meeting poison with poison? Are they really so naive to believe that they are what they say themselves to be? Maybe they just dun mind the free loader, selfish, pretentious personality.
And what is more astonishing is that, it's not just one person. It's most of them. It just puts me off. this kind of people.
