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♔ Saturday, July 31, 2010
11:44 PM |
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it was nice watching as an audience for once.
but something's missing.
and my favourite song! :(
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♔ Friday, July 30, 2010
9:29 PM |
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again.
it rained.
i went back to sleep hoping that the rain will stop by the time i woke.
but it didnt.
it persisted to pour til the afternoon.
and it was just a shower. not a thunderstorm. just a shower that slowed to a drizzle at times just to pick up again.
why is it that i have no luck. no luck at all.
i hate this weather. The weather didn't change for the better at all.
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♔ Saturday, July 10, 2010
5:14 PM |
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fed up.
hai.
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♔ Tuesday, July 06, 2010
6:59 PM |
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never trust anyone.
if i must quote one thing that i have learnt from this va recently.
everything NEVER quote a person. for the spoken have no power on its own. no one's word can be taken for value.
always must have cold hard CONCRETE PROOF!!
but why cant people be trusted?
what will be the incentive in deception? in misleading words?
it erodes their own credibility, reliability.. and embodies further distrust.
one lie, lead to another, and another.. simply takes away whatever strength in one's words. why do people lie?
hmm. i dun understand. probably my thinking is still naive and there is something deeper that i cannot see. are they trying to test someone's capability by lying? what is their true incentive?
maybe i just have too simple a mind.
to learn about people... but first not trusting them. i thought the concept was pretty confusing at first. i still have much to grasp.
is it always better to not trust... then to trust? is it always... better to be safe? and hence speculate, doubt and remain paranoid?
or is it better to trust ONE time... and only condemn after one lie? never to forgive and trust again?
is trust like a piece of paper? once it has been crumpled, it can never be perfect again?
is trust naivety? only bound to make someone appear foolish??
is there value in trust..?
i ask... so many questions.
for i find myself hard to stop doubting others.
especially so.. after... more thought into this matter of "the encik say one".
people are so quick to jump at it.
- the encik say one.
- what makes you think the encik is correct? ask him to show the TO!
it is... not just this one instance. but people are.. so quick to simply grab it and seemingly rejoice in your "misplaced" trust. seemingly to gloat at one's inexperience and naivety...
not just something i experienced recently. but something that i have observed....
and hence, pondered and thought about.
yarh. enciks cannot be trusted.
still remains a TABOOOOOOO to say "the encik say....".
terrible. everything must be in black and white.
what a terrible world. to breed so much mistrust.
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♔ Saturday, July 03, 2010
2:27 PM |
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today was a good driving lesson.
i really just need to make the effort to drive more slowly.
i am less likely to be rash.. and changing gears become more smooth!
i didn't know that until today! i didn't need to release the clutch so slowly if the speed is just right for the gear change.. :)
parking.. seems to be going well..
but still i'm quite insecure about the differential braking. i definitely need more practise on that. stopped on a slope today. i find it difficult not to slide back when i start to move off again. makes it worse that the car behind is sticking close to me >.< ..
