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♔ Tuesday, June 29, 2010
12:27 AM |
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songs are repeating in my head.
timbre old school is a nice place!
so much better than the other timbre i frequent.
the place is brigher, the music's much better.. theres lesser people... better ambience... and the pizza tastes just as good :)
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♔ Sunday, June 27, 2010
7:02 PM |
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im bored.
bored at home.
maybe i shouldnt have taken that afternoon nap that gave me this feeling of unease. like theres something to do but i havent done yet...
the weekend's ending too fast :(
hm but at least i think ive mastered the piano piece...
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♔ Sunday, June 20, 2010
2:39 PM |
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hai. i think i am a prisoner of my own thoughts.
that once an idea has entered your mind and taken root, it is almost impossible to remove. and slowly you'll become so consumed by that idea it becomes reality.
that what u perceive is reality. no matter how people persuade you. your mind throws defences around the idea to protect it. coming up reason after reason to doubt and disbelieve.
it seems very similar to depression.
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♔ Tuesday, June 15, 2010
9:41 PM |
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i dunno how someone can survive 21 years of his life without using a comb!!
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♔ Sunday, June 13, 2010
7:56 PM |
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JUNE 13TH.
i just realised that today is my first commissioning anniversary.
so fast. and one year has passed by already since the day i threw my cap :S and put an end to all the marching, falling in, 5bx (although tt stopped quite a while b4... haha), all the "CADET!!! what you doing!?" hahahahaa
sometimes i wish i'm a cadet again.
but now i don mdes and tml i have a briefing of which i also just realised i dunno how and when to report.
hai. i wonder if there will be a mdes creed coming up soon.
today has been a... very tiring day.
i guess roller coasters and theme parks make me edgy.
but generally, universal studios is quite a nice place to spend half a day at. minus the roller coaster that has not been opened.
then the performance @ dhoby... i was so tired i didn't know what i was listening to. although i could still discern that the first band was not bad. or maybe i was so tired they didn't sound bad. hahaha.
i think i need more discipline to do the things i was thinking i wanted to do during the holidays while studying. like, drawing. maybe, ice skating, basketball... learning my piano piece.. doing my blog :X
more discipline.
world cup season!!!!!!!!
i realised i can actually watch world cup at home. dun ask me how. ask my father how.
haha. i still dun understand how come i can watch world cup.
but.. i guess soccer is onli nice to watch if there are other ppl watching along as well. if i watch alone.. i realise i just... sleep.
hm. i cant find my piano scores. where did they go.
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♔ Saturday, June 12, 2010
10:09 PM |
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today is a very lucky day.
happened to catch olivia live at j8. at just the right time.
first time listening to her live. i felt that it was good! her voice is so pleasant i feel like singing all of a sudden. hahaha!
but that b+ hangs like a cloud that refuses to go away... :(
and i watched YOG today!! i'm glad we managed to chance upon the competition.
it was so graceful it was amazing. didn't know gymnastics can be so nice to watch.
the nightsky tonight is clear too :)
i feel very lucky too. haha!
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♔ Sunday, June 06, 2010
10:14 PM |
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the weekends always pass this fast.
today began with a rainy morning. a nice muffin and a long-absent caffeine intake.
today, after taking that cup of coffee.. it felt different.
it seemed as if i was more alert, i could think faster and clearer...
it seemed as if that daze that was constantly clouding my thoughts was suddenly cleared.
then it came across me that perhaps my body has grown reliant on caffeine to function properly over all these years...
then there was the fantastic 50 dollars worth of lunch with familiar people.. the usual exchange, jokes, pokes...
kind of plugged me back in.
then went for the most TIRING bout of shopping i EVER had in a longggggggg time.
of which. i onli bought a single 5 dollars singlet.
then went for a "break" which turned to dinner.
the monstrous toast and overflowing peanut butter. the unique old-fashioned tin mug..
i have found a nice place to hang out :)
then. haha. the main reason for this entry...
i had a long talk with someone very interesting. haha. she always is.
although the things that we talked about.. or rather she talked about.. haha, were not related.. but it did spark my thoughts off about issues.
issues that have been residing in me.. that i suddenly see more clearly. of which i have come to the conclusion that i must do something about. there are a lot of rethinking that i need to do.
i need to rethink my reasons, my impetus, my piorities, the big picture...
the talk this evening/night kind of reminded me of the person whom i am. whom i should not lose sight of as i'm caught up in the wave of events...
haha. kind of weird it turned out this way.
but i'm glad it did. i finally... caught myself back again.
i nearly wandered so... far away.
haha, it was as if somebody reeled the kite back in, reminded me of who i am, and put me back up again.
i'm talking rubbish again. i always do when i'm tired. i think i dun even need to get drunk. just tire me out will do. the mental barrier that controls and composes myself is breaking down.
must be the shopping.
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♔ Saturday, June 05, 2010
8:22 PM |
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temporary skin.
its a rather nice skin though :)
